Friday, May 30, 2008

抉择/Choice

不知道是从何时开始,有了一个人背着背包走天下的想法。心想,辞职不干,到处游走一年,看看世界到底有多大,那该多好啊?
想着想着,说着说着,终于下定决心,势在必行。原本以为提上辞职信会是一件令人开心的事,怎么知道到了交信的前一晚心情突然变得低落,觉也睡不好。信交上去以后,才知道自己有多舍不得这份工作。
几天后与人事部经理做离职面试,突然犹豫了一下。啊!!我到底做了些什么?竟然会辞掉我梦想中的工作去走透透,还要啃一年的草!天啊!我是疯子!后来打电话给好友,叫她骂我一顿,才摆脱低落的心情。
反正不做也做了,那就不要再眷恋了,潇洒地说“再见”,去完成自己环游世界的梦想吧!现在不去做,又待何时呢?就好好享受在工作岗位上的最后一个星期吧!

Ever dream of quitting your job, dumping everything and just go globetrotting for a year or more? I did. Bet you did and so did loads of others. For me, this was more of a dream than reality. But now, this dream has become a reality. I have taken the first step by quitting my job. Now I am counting down to the last days at work and preparing for the big trip less than a month away.
Everyone around me said I am brave to do so. Especially since I will be going with ME, MYSELF and I. Brave? I don't think so. Got guts? Nah... I just think I am crazy. Who in the right mind will throw away their dream job and make themselves eat grass for a year? Yours truly. The doubts started creeping in after I handed in my resignation letter. But heck! If I don't do this now, when will I do it? When I am old and cannot even walk, skip or run? Like what the Nike ad says, JUST DO IT.

伟 wei