再见与期待／Goodbye and Hello

终于说再见了。
心情很复杂，感觉好奇怪。虽然已经四天了，但已经正式成为无业游民的事实到现在还是觉得很不实在。
说再见的前一晚，失眠了。
挥手说拜拜的那一天，一到办公室，A君就msn：“‘最后一天’快乐！”
告别后的一天，B君说：“恭喜你脱离苦海。”
快乐？没有这种感觉。脱离苦海？也没有这种感觉。到底是什么样的感觉？说不上来。
罢了。离开就离开吧。不要再去想那么多了。应该想的是，再多两个星期就启程了！
真令人期待，但又令人烦恼。
周遭的朋友一天到晚都在问，何时出发。唉！不要再问了，真的不知道。该买的东西都买齐了，该做的签证都做了，可是最重要的事情却还没有去做－－买机票。更‘棒’的是，现在对于第一站应该是哪里都决定不了，怎么去买机票？
等买了机票再通知你们吧。　　　～伟

Finally said goodbye to a life I'd known for 8 years and said hello to the unknown.
Friend A couldn't wait to wish me "Happy last day". Friend B congratulated me on the "great escape from hell". But there was no jubilation from my part. It just felt weird. Weird to be sitting at home watching the tv on a Saturday and Sunday. Weird to be watching videos on crunchyroll when I should be watching Euro 2008. A "normal" life never felt so "unnormal". It's been 4 days, yet the thot of having to fill in "unemployed" in the employment section of forms have yet to sink in.
Oh well. Just have to learn how to discard all these weird feelings and focus on the excitement at the thot that I will be on the road in 2 weeks time.
yeah... the dream of backpacking round the world is slated to start in 2 weeks time. "Stocks" have been replenished. Visas are being done. Everything seems to be in place except for the most important thing, ie. buying the air ticket. Everyone, and I do mean EVERYONE, has been asking me when am I setting off. Well, I don't know. I cannot even decide where I want to start off. Not to mention get a air ticket. I will set off. I will go see the world. I won't put it off. Just as long as I can make the lazy me go grab a air ticket, I will be off.... 　　　~wei